Hey so it has been SUCH a long time since I have up dated this or even looked at it. So let me try and get this back on track because I think this semester I might have more time to post things. So I don’t really like this semester at all. Let’s just hope it gets better. As it turns out I’ll have more free time in between classes so I can try and update.
As for Johnathon and I things have been good…I hope. We may have had our differences, but as everyday goes by we get stronger. Elyse and I recently did some creeping on his ex-boyfriends journal to find that Johnathon liked to comment on some of his past journal entries…even though we were together. I try to ignore it, but I can’t…and I should not have to. I sometimes can’t get over how in love he was with him and it kills me inside…I mean it has been like what almost 2 fucking years… I need to get over it. Oh well the past is in the past. On the plus side Johnathon and I see each other like everyday and it makes me happy. I can’t see my life without him…it would be WAY weird. He’s my best friend and more. We do everything together and I hope we will forever…no I know we will =) So this summer we plan on going to maybe Philly for like a day or 2. I love when Johnathon and I take trips by ourselves, but at the same time I wish Elyse would go with us just so we can have somebody else to experience the trip with. Don’t get me wrong I’m more than pumped to go anywhere with Johnathon… it’s one of my favorite things to do =), but I wish somebody saw all the crazy ass shit that happens when we do go away.
I just want to say to Johnathon that if he reads this (I’m sure he will) that I’m sorry for being so crazy and starting all the fights and thank you for sticking by me all this time…I know it must be hard and I’m sorry. I’m going to try and not get so mad over stupid things anymore. I did do it at one point in my life…well I at least toned it down…a lot. So I’m sure I can do it again. Let’s just hope I can just get over it and let things not bug me as much as they do.
Since I last updated this I don’t think I spoke of 2 of my very best friends Melanie and Allison. They are both great girls and I love them sooooo fucking much. They make my hellish years of being stuck in a school I hate bearable. They take my mind away from a lot of problems and we don’t really discuss each other’s problems. We kind of keep it to ourselves and it’s cool. I don’t know what would have happen to me if I never got the chance to met them. I’m sure my college experience would suck a lot more that it already does. It makes me sad to only have 2 classes with them =( . I feel like we should all be in the same classes all the time lol.
Well that’s my short update on my boring life at MU. Later.
P.S. I wanted this to be in greatest journal, but they would not let me update do to them having problems =(
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